Wedding planning is coming along. It's a lot to thnk about and if I think about too much I make myself crazy:
What if this
What if that
What if I'll hate that in three years
What if I help my sister or other friends plan their wedding and I say I wish I would have done that!
What if Mike doesn't cry when I walk down the aisle
What if I don't cry
What if I cry obnoxiously
What if
What if
What if...
I can say a lot of what if's but I haven't asked what if you just enjoy the day. It's something I have to prepare myself for each time. I have to keep reminding myself that the wedding is only one day in our marriage that will last a lifetime. The wedding day is just the beginning. I'm constantly trying to prepare myself for the major life change after the wedding.
I'm not gonna go home to my Mommy's house and sleep in my own bed. I'm going home to OUR house to share a bed (something I don't do well).
It's a crazy journey that is happening. I'm glad I'm doing it with this man by my side! =)
Love you Mike
~in love~
Brooke
